Seed, gotta let it grow, why ya gotta watch when I let it feed?
Better look into the mirror for the face you hide away, everyday
But I don't give a fuck; I let it roll - I smoke the old 
Gotta run, gotta rend, gotta maim, gotta make it through another maze
STAY AWAY! 
Please: wring the blood from my hands
Don't pretend that you understand me
I don't even want you looking at me
Motherfucker, GET INSIDE!

Get inside, get inside (motherfucker)

Christ, have you seen this guy? Make ya sick, gonna peel away all the impurities
Cuz all you wanna do is keep curin' me, but I don't give a fuck I kill everyone 
You'll be mopping up blood and guts and all the shit when I'm done 
Isn't this fun? Gimme a gun and I'll tell you all the secrets I hide 
BEFORE I RUN! 

Please: wring the blood from my hands
Don't pretend that you understand me 
I don't even want you looking at me 
Motherfucker, GET INSIDE! 

Get inside, get inside (motherfucker)

Maybe if you look away, I can slip away, gotta get away (RUN, MOTHERFUCKER)
Right now I stare at shit, I'm a heretic, but I'll never give you none of it 
Tied up in the back of the lab, laid on the slab, got the gift of gab, what'choo want from me?
I don't even know I got a damn disease, but I KNOW YOU WANNA KILL ME!

Please: wring the blood from my hands 
Don't pretend that you understand me 
I don't even want you looking at me 
Motherfucker, GET INSIDE! 

Get inside, get inside (motherfucker)

You hold me inside your iris
like a terminal stain on life
You condescend to my primal brain
and twist me around like a knife
Can't begin to explain
The feelings I have restrained
Don't ask me how I am
Because you're too busy planning your epitaph
Let me tell you

DON'T - try to be the ONE - person
Who has STAYED - just to say
They never left me!
Aggravated, complicated, someone say it
God, I never learn...

You keep me hidden behind a curtain,
an audible human display
You feed me orchids to give me courage
and keep me in line with disdain

Can't begin to explain
The feelings I have restrained
Don't ask me how I am
Because you're too busy planning your epitaph
Let me tell you

DON'T - try to be the ONE - person
Who has STAYED - just to say
They never left me!
Aggravated, complicated, someone say it
God, I never learn:

I have nothing left for you...
you left me with nothing

I live at arm's length and die a little,
between your constants by day
I want my soul back before it's over,
I can't even wish you away

Can't begin to explain
The feelings I have restrained
Don't ask me how I am
Because you're too busy planning your epitaph
Let me tell you

DON'T - try to be the ONE - person
Who has STAYED - just to say
They never left me!
Aggravated, complicated, someone say it
God, I never learn:

I NEVER LEARN!!

I... can only hurt your case
It's written on your face
You always come to me
I won't be used, but...
I - can't fight you anymore
I know I'll open up the door, oh...

NO! I WON'T! I CAN'T! NOT ANYMORE!
ONE MORE TIME AND I THINK I'LL FUCKING DIE!
WHY? DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES?

Stay... Away from who I am
Cuz I know what you are
I can't believe you're here
Then again, you know that...

I - can't fight you anymore
I know I'll open up my soul, oh...

NO! I WON'T! I CAN'T! NOT ANYMORE!
ONE MORE TIME AND I THINK I'LL FUCKING DIE!
WHY? DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES?

Stop: I know your goddamn game
It's always been the same
The story hasn't changed
Neither will you, but...

I - can't fight you anymore
I know I'll open up my soul

NO! I WON'T! I CAN'T! NOT ANYMORE!
ONE MORE TIME AND I THINK I'LL FUCKING DIE!
WHY? DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES?

I only wanted, only wanted just to touch you
I couldn't bear it, couldn't bear it if you leave
It doesn't matter, doesn't matter if I scare you
I only wanted, only wanted someone else's skin
To feel you there
Touch my face
Keep me whole
Help me see------ my life
Give me your life
I didn't wanna, didn't wanna be the first one
I haven't ever, haven't ever been discreet
It isn't over, isn't over by a long shot
I didn't wanna, didn't wanna be the only one
To feel you there
Touch your face
Keep you whole
Help you see------ my life
Give me your life

INCREDIBLE... AND CHEMICAL

Before I show you where the secret is
I want to turn you into this
I want to give you all my nothingness
I want to cover you with this

See my life... give me your life
Let me see... my life
Give me - your life
INCREDIBLE... AND CHEMICAL

HEAR ME!!
Remember all the times you bent our truth and crossed our lines?
All things considered, it was just our normal way of life
But somewhere in the middle, we got caught and dragged away
So my tribunal brings us here so I can fall today

All - you want is soulless
All - you got to break us
All - I have to do is
Stop - your fucking nonsense

I CAN'T BETRAY!
I CAN'T BETRAY - MYSELF!

I stand before you as a victim, as the system rots
I couldn't focus, so I staggered when I heard the shots
There are no labels and no rehabilitation here
You are surrounded by the very fucking thoughts you fear

All - you want is soulless
All - you got to break us
HEAR ME!!!

All - I have to do is
Stop - your fucking nonsense

I CAN'T BETRAY!
I CAN'T BETRAY - MYSELF!

I watch the hope I had disintegrate before my eyes
I take a minute and reflect on all your fucking lies
Behind the door, you have two choices, but you don't get to choose
You can survive or you can die - either way you lose

All - you want is soulless
All - you got to break us
All - I have to do is

Stop - your fucking nonsense

I CAN'T BETRAY!
I CAN'T BETRAY - MYSELF!

Choose!

Is this wrong of me? I've come so far, so fast
I'm in the dark about a lot of things
Seems so real - TO ME!
I'VE CONSECRATED!
I WISH THAT I COULD HATE IT
I SAW MY BLOODY HANDS COME CLEAN... BEFORE MY EYES!
And I hear my wants and needs again, can you help me?
And I hear a different kind again, someone stop me
And I feel the strain inside my mind, am I crazy?
And I need to shed my skin, reveal this monolith within

Visions plague my dreams - oh God, what beast did this?
I couldn't have: oh Jesus, I just don't know
What's inside - OF ME?
I'VE DESECRATED!
MY GOD, I LOVE TO HATE IT!
MY HANDS ARE BLOODY AGAIN, THERE'S NO REASON WHY!

And I hear my wants and needs again, can you help me?
And I hear a different kind again, someone stop me
And I feel the strain inside my mind, am I crazy?
And I need to shed my skin, reveal this monolith within

And I hear my wants and needs again, can you help me?
And I hear a different kind again, can you stop me
And I feel the strain inside my mind, am I crazy?
And I need to shed my skin, reveal this monolith within

WITHIN!

Come one and all and see the broken man, talking to himself
He sits and waits for something better, he'll never find it here
The people touch his hair and pinch his cheek; he can't even feel it
There it goes again, he's listening to someone
He hears the bitter laughter
And all he wants to know is...

Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better 

He wipes his hands on anything in reach, he never feels clean 
He shakes at night because his nerve is gone, every muscle hurts 
Come one and all and see what happened...that broken man is me 

There it goes again, I can hear it louder
It doesn't feel good anymore
All I want to know is...

Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better

NOW I KNOW I DISAPPEAR!
I CAN'T FIND MY WAY FROM OUT OF HERE!
EVERYTHING IS FADING ON ME!
SOMEONE TELL ME... someone tell me...
Someone - tell me 

Why------ does any of it matter? (I can't take it anymore)
You've gotta try------ the inhale that makes the exhale so much better 

WHY?! YOU'VE GOTTA TRY!!

Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be 
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason;
my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
with its memories
Diaries left
with cryptic entries

And you don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on:
I'll never live down my deceit

Somewhere between my tongue and cheek
I can feel the hands on me
Pulls me in so we are face to face
I don't wanna see it...I don't wanna see
Hold my head up, can't avert my eyes
Spots and rats on me, I don't wanna see
Claw the ground up, get me out of this
Never wanted this - NEVER NEEDED THIS!

And you left me / and I left you
And you left me / and I left you, too

Chair is stained and I can't stay awake
Bring forth evidence to keep me sane
I can't keep this riddle locked inside
Seven ways to keep my secrets tied

Can't believe this, I belong in chains
Separated, it was me and something else
Now I'm numbing, get me out of this
Never wanted this - NEVER NEEDED THIS!

And you left me / and I left you
And you left me / oh, but then I left you and:
And you left me / and I left you
And you left me / and I left you, too

Arms stretched out, giving thanks to pain
Spotlight looking down, I'm ashamed
Kneeling with my forehead to the ground
I can't help but flinch before I'm found

I DON'T NEED YOU! Can't you see behind?
Doesn't matter now - DOESN'T MATTER ANYMORE!
Maybe made me, get me out of this
Never wanted this - NEVER NEEDED THIS!

And you left me / and I left you
And you left me / and motherfucker, then I left you and...
And you left me / and I left you
And you left me / and I left you, too

SAFE! I JUST WANT TO BE SAFE!
SAFE! I JUST - WANT TO - BE SAFE!
SAFE! DON'T YOU WANT TO BE SAFE?
SAFE! WHY CAN'T YOU LET ME BE - SAFE?

Never even knew
what you meant to convey
You handed us a retrospect
'til you didn't have a thing to say
No one questions you
Even someone set out to do
Now it'snothing...
but dead and gone
LET'S GO

Better with a lie
than the world's ever seen You wanted all the recognition
until you lost the means
No one talks to you
Even someone set out to do
Take a number... your time has come

CUZ YOU'RE ANOTHER ONE!
YOU'RE ANOTHER SOUL TO FEED
TO THE MAN'S MACHINE!

My excuses lay me down
My emotions make me drown
My endeavor takes blame
At least I have a name

CUZ YOU'RE ANOTHER ONE!
YOU'RE ANOTHER SOUL TO FEED
TO THE MAN'S MACHINE!

Stuck to the dog, pissin' out both ends 
I got a hundred lethal weapons that I call my friends 
Ain't a person on Earth who could take my life 
I wish they would so a man could get some sleep at night
But my design is a mixture of descent and decay
I see a monster in the mirror fucking everyday
Can a man ever wash his hands of blood?
Perpetual deja vu, isn't that enough? 
Peel back the layers... and see what I've become 
Satisfied? Now I feel nothing 
Stay away - I swear it wasn't me! 

See if you can relish if you close both eyes 
Every time I make an issue of it, someone dies 
Carried out like a hit man, set in stone 
Don't know why I even bother to be left alone
In my opinion, it's a self-serving fucked-up phase
Got a picture in my wallet that I keep, in case I 
Gotta go, gotta split, gotta make it to a higher level than this 
But I could be wrong, what I say is wrong, what I really want to say is:

Peel back the layers... and see what I've become 
Satisfied? Now I feel nothing 
Stay away - I swear it wasn't me! 

Run------ it doesn't matter, 
I need all the miracles that I can gather 
Run------ I can't pretend 
I put myself in idle hands again

Here's how it ends, just a bit too soon 
River deep in all the shit I let myself get into 
Doesn't anybody like it here? 
Blank looks, television drama and no fear 
Let another person fuck with your mind 
I bet you become the person who will fuck in time 
Man I just stopped caring, the music is blaring 
I feel you glaring, WHY WON'T YOU STOP STARING? 

Peel back the layers... and see what I've become 
Satisfied? Now I feel nothing 
Stay away - I swear it wasn't me! 

Run------ it doesn't matter 
I need all the miracles that I can gather 
Run------ I can't pretend 
I put myself in idle hands again

GET THE FUCK OFF OF ME!!

GODDAMN YOU!!
Haven't let you in 'cause I'm in you
Haven't let you in 'cause I'm in you
Must have been a bitch, must have been a pain
Take me off the "innocent"
Put me in your vein!

IT'S IMPROBABLE
IT'S IMPROBABLE

Haven't said a word 'cause you're still on
Haven't said a word 'cause you're still on
Mustn't take offense, mustn't take a bow
Used to be a derelict
Now I have to live with it!

IT'S IMPROBABLE
IT'S IMPROBABLE
IT'S IMPROBABLE
YOU CAME BACK, BUT I KNOW BETTER, BOY

Trip my light fantastic
Rub me in your wound
I'm not broken, I'm not plastic
I'm no whore...
Used against me - use me up again

IT'S IMPROBABLE
IT'S IMPROBABLE
IT'S IMPROBABLE
YOU CAME BACK BUT I KNOW BETTER, BOY

(sometimes I think I'm crazy; other times I know I'm not)

Got no time to time to time (once again)

You don't want me, you don't need me!

What a skeletal wreck of man this is.
Translucent flesh and feeble bones,
the kind of temple where the whores and villains try to tempt the holistic domes.
Running rampid with free thought to free form, and the free and clear.
When the matters at hand are shelled out like lint at a
laundry mat to sift and focus on the bigger, better, now.
We all have a little sin that needs venting,
virtues for the rending and laws and systems and stems are ripped
from the branches of office, do you know where your post entails? 
Do you serve a purpose, or purposely serve?
When in doubt inside your atavistic allure, the value of a summer spent, and a winter earned.
For the rest of us, there is always Sunday.
The day of the week the reeks of rest, but all we do is catch our breath,
so we can wade naked in the bloody pool, and place our hand on the big, black book.
To watch the knives zigzag between our aching fingers.
A vacation is a countdown, T minus your life and
counting, time to drag your tongue across the sugar cube,
and hope you get a taste.
WHAT THE FUCK IS ALL THIS FOR?
WHAT THE HELL’S GOING ON? SHUT UP!
I can go on and on but lets move on, shall we?

Say, your me, and I’m you, and they all watch the things we do,
and like a smack of spite they threw me down the stairs,
haven’t felt like this in years.
The great magnet of malicious magnanimous refuse, let me go,
and punch me into the dead spout again.
That’s where you go when there’s no one else around,
it’s just you, and there was never anyone to begin with, now was there?
Sanctimonious pretentious dastardly bastards with their thumb on the pulse,
and a finger on the trigger.
CLASSIFIED MY ASS! THAT’S A FUCKING SECRET, AND YOU KNOW IT!
Government is another way to say better…than…you.
It’s like ice but no pick, a murder charge that won’t stick,
it’s like a whole other world where you can smell the food,
but you can’t touch the silverware.
Huh, what luck. Fascism you can vote for.
Humph, isn’t that sweet?
And we’re all gonna die some day, because that’s the American way,
and I’ve drunk too much, and said too little,
when your gaffer taped in the
middle, say a prayer, say a face, get your self together and see what’s happening.
SHUT UP! FUCK YOU! FUCK YOU!
I’m sorry, I could go on and on but
their times to move on so, remember: you’re a wreck, an accident.
Forget the freak, your just nature.
Keep the gun oiled, and the temple cleaned shit snort,
and blaspheme, let the heads cool, and the engine run.
Because in the end, everything we do, is just everything we’ve done.

I am a dominant gene - live as I die
Never say forever 'cause forever's a lie
I can see right through you so I can ignore you
The story changes but the ending won't bore you.

I tried to tell you but you simply obeyed
They didn't listen so they threw you away

Now all you do is talk - I don't wanna hear your bullshit
Is this what you want?!

This is where it begins
This is where it ends
This is where it begins
And this is where it ends

They called us a dead generation,
They told us that we wouldn't survive
They left us alone in the maelstrom
As you can see we're all clearly alive
We know where you are and were coming
Let's see you say that shit to our face

30/30-150 Remembers
30/30-150 HATES

In my own peculiar way I feel mercurial
Before I get ahead of myself again
I know the where but I still don't know the when

You wanna live in a one-sided world
Be prepared for a whole world of hurt
Now it's the Grand Facade
I don't want to be an angel
I just want to be GOD

They called us a dead generation,
They told us that we wouldn't survive
They left us alone in the maelstrom
As you can see we're all clearly alive
We know where you are and were coming
Let's see you say that shit to our face

30/30-150 Remembers
30/30-150 HATES (HATES)

OHHHHHHHH
I am a fucking machine fueled by the past
A memory's a memory until it's a fact
I can bury the hatchet and let some shit go
But I got too many grudges to hold!

Saw a lot of people die in the end
I never wanna walk that road again
Now I will never give up
I don't want to have it all,
I JUST WANT TO HAVE ENOUGH

This is where it begins
This is where it ends
This is where it begins
And this is where it ends

They called us a dead generation,
They told us that we wouldn't survive
They left us alone in the maelstrom
As you can see we're all clearly alive
We know where you are and were coming
Let's see you say that shit to our face

30/30-150 Remembers
30/30-150 HATES

Can you take away every single day?
That we have given to another false prophet
Can you give us all a reason not to fall?
Before you take away another broken promise

Show your pretty face
Hide the bitter taste
You're still the rapist of an entire nation
You wanna be the man you gotta be a man
But you were nothing but a sad insinuation
(Oh)
How can we ever live this down?
(Oh)
How can we ever live this down?

Keep your fingers crossed
The truth is at a loss
Big decision for an ordinary coward
The only problem is your fucking rhetoric
We're more in danger than before you took power

Now it's just a game
God you'll never change
You'd sell us out if you could only find a buyer
You don't give a shit
As long as idiots
Are in your corner you could set us all on fire
(Oh)
How can we ever live this down?
(Oh)
How can we ever live this down?

You never wanted to be
They only wanted a parody
You want the world to be free
What the hell is free about it?!

Now we reached the end
Just get it over with
But this is building to an adament conclusion
Come what ever may
There's gonna be a day
When we have figured out a possible solution

Every thing you've done
Is killing everyone
A little smile on a homicidal bastard
You wanna be a man
You gotta have a plan
Another failure is a guaranteed disaster
(Oh)
How can we ever live this down?
(Oh)
How can we ever live this down?

You never wanted to be
They only wanted a parody
You want the world to be free
She only wanted the world
You never wanted to be
They only wanted a parody
You want the world to be free
But what the fuck is free about it?!
What the fuck is free about it?!
What the fuck is free about it?!

I'm not a victim,
Till I let you take me down.
I'm not a target at the sights of your mercy,
I never asked for anything,
I'm not asking now.
I will not be afraid,
I will not be afraid.

I've done this on my own
And I don't care what you do to me,
I wouldn't hand over what is mine
I've done this for too long,
To let you take it away from me,
It's to late to stop me
'cause I refuse to die.

I haven't weakened just because I've shown my self
I've taken everything, except what's for granted
I'll leave hypocrisy for everybody else
I will not be afraid
I will not be afraid,

I've done this on my own
And I don't care what you do to me,
I wouldn't hand over what is mine
I've done this for too long,
To let you take it away from me,
It's to late to stop me
'cause I refuse to die.

I'm not a problem
Until you make one out of spite
I'll give you hell and consequences for trying,
If you don't want an enemy,
DON'T FUCK WITH MY LIFE

I will not be afraid,
I will not be afraid,

I've done this on my own
And I don't care what you do to me,
I wouldn't hand over what is mine
I've done this for too long,
To let you take it away from me,
It's to late to stop me
'cause I refuse to die.

I've done this on my own
And I don't care what you do to me,
I wouldn't hand over ,
I wouldn't hand over what is mine
I've done this for too long,
To let you take it away from me,
It's to late to stop me
'cause I refuse
I refuse... to die.
I refuse to die!

Freedom's just a word today 
Freedom's just a word 
When someone takes your word away it's seldom ever heard 
So take a sentence full of things you're not supposed to say 
Carry on, but don't write it down or you'll be gone 

Love is just a song today 
Love is just a song 
When someone takes the song away 
you seldom sing along 
So take those lyrics serious and sing your life away 
Carry on, but don't write 'em down or they'll be gone 

All we ever do is talk 
We like to ride but we never walk 
We make it so damn easy 
We get bored 
Why can't anybody see what's good for you is good for me 
I can't take your sillyworld 
I can't take your sillyworld no more 

Peace is just two fingers now 
Peace was just a phase 
When someone put it on a shirt 
you knew to count the days 
So take those fingers tape 'em up and shove 'em up your ass and carry on
but don't try it now cause peace is gone 

All we ever do is talk 
We like to ride but we never walk 
We make it so damn easy 
We get bored 
Why can't anybody see what's good for you is bad for me 
I can't take your sillyworld 
I can't take your sillyworld no more 

We fight our instincts 
We go to extremes 
We fight our instincts 
We go to extremes 

We fought a lot
We fought a lot
We fought a lot
We fought a lot
We fought a lot
We fought a lot
We fought a lot
We fought a lot
We fought a lot
We fought a lot
We fought a lot
We fought a lot
We fought a lot

This one came from looking
This one opened twice
These two seem as smooth as silk, flush against my eyes
This one needed stitches and
This one came from rings
This one isn't even there, but I feel it more because you don't care

Yeah, Cut right into me
Yeah, Cause I am Made Of Scars
Yes I am made of scars

This one had it coming
This one found a vein
This one was an accident, but never gave me pain
This one was my fathers and
This one you can't see
This one had me scared to death,
But I guess I should be glad I'm not dead!!

Yeah, Cut right into me
Yeah, I am made of scars
Yes, I am made of scars

God, Don't you believe the hype?

And I will find a way
Everything you are I will betray
Oh, I swear that I will find a way
Everything you are's inside me

This one was the first one
This one had a vice
This one here I like to rub on dark and stormy nights
This one was the last one,
I don't remember how
But I remember blood and rain
AND I NEVER SAW IT COMING AGAIN

Yeah, Cut right into me
Yeah, Cause I am made of scars
Yes, I am made of scars

That's what I'm made of!!!

I am walking through your streets
I am looking in your windows
I am elemental now
You'll never even know I'm there

I am watching over you
I am living in the shadows
I am just a word to you, but I am very real and cold
Cold to all of this
Cold to how you feel
Cold to all your loose reason

I am everything
I am anything
I am automatic
I am yesterday
I am everyday
I am gonna be...

Yeah

I am all there is to know
I am all that you've forgotten
I am enigmatic now
You never even knew my name
I am dressed in tragedy
I am by design immortal
I am just the last one left but I am always here and old

Old and very strong
Old as all you feel
Old as all the world around you

Yeah

I am everything
I am anything
I am automatic
I am yesterday
I am everyday
I am gonna be...Reborn
(This is the start of something)

What am I suppose to do now?

Reveal to me this ugly thing
I must've meddled by your head
It's getting out of hand again
Nobody sees it, but I can.

You thought of everything, I bet
But did you think that I might die?
I haven't really smiled, and I don't know how long you know
Something's going to give again, something's going to give again!

I try to fight, but did you listen?
Even though you're gone, I'm never finished
I can never be your God
And I don't even think I want the job, anymore.

Say something, anything to me.
I did believe, but I have doubts.
So many reasons to hold on
Conflicting interest, isn't it?

I guess I'm better off in the end
Cause you were always there to blame
I haven't felt so bad, and I don't know how long you know.
I can't get away again, I can't get away again.

I try to fight, but did you listen?
Even though you're gone, I'm never finished
I can never be your God
And I don't even think I want the job.
See
I try to fight, but did you listen?
Even though you're gone, I'm never finished
I can never be your God
And I don't even think I want the job, anymore.

What am I supposed to do now?
How am I supposed to live now?

All I ever did was try, but the story ends
So I guess I'll have to die.

Where am I supposed to go now?

Go ahead, and go away
Go ahead, and go away
Go ahead, and go away
Go ahead, and go away
Go away!

What am I supposed to do now?
How am I supposed to live now?

All I ever did was try, but the story ends
So I guess I'll have to die

What am I supposed to do now?
How am I supposed to live now?

What am I supposed to do now?!
(What am I supposed to do now?!)
How am I supposed to live now?!
(How am I supposed to live now?!)

How am I supposed to live?
How am I supposed to live?
How am I supposed to live?
How am I supposed to..?

I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh, god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home sitting all alone inside your head

How do you feel? That is the question
But I forget.. you don't expect an easy answer
When something like a soul becomes
Initialized and folded up like paper dolls and little notes
You can't expect a bit of hope
So while you're outside looking in
Describing what you see
Remember what you're staring at is me

Cause I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

How much is real? So much to question
An epidemic of the mannequins
Contaminating everything
When thought came from the heart
It never did right from the start
Just listen to the noises
(Null and void instead of voices)
Before you tell yourself
It's just a different scene
Remember it's just different from what you've seen

I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
And all I know is that it feels like forever
When no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That shine for you
And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That lie to you.. yeah-ah

I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
Oh, god it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your head

'Cause I'm looking at you through the glass...
Don't know how much time has passed
All I know is that it feels like forever
But no one ever tells you that forever
Feels like home, sitting all alone inside your heaaaaddd

And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That shine for you.. yeah-ah
And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That lie to you.. yeah-ah

And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That shine for you.. yeah-ah
And it's the starrrssss
The sttarrrsss
That lie to you.. yeah-ah yeah

Ohhhoh when the starrs
Ohhh oh when the starrrrs that liieee

I remember now, but I still have my doubts 
I think it's gonna be today 
Everybody came, but it's just not the same 
Why did it have to be today? 
Now my chest is tight - no, I am not all right 
It doesn't have to be this way 
Why does it have to be this way? 

I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG, 
IT'S LIKE I'M TO FAR GONE 
IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY 
FEAR IS IN MY HEART - JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS 
AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY 

Freedom in a cage - no sun and too much rage 
I don't know how much i can take 
Push it down inside,but it knows just where to hide 
I know that "normal" is hard to fake 
BLeeding into life - it's like a thousand knives 
Are slowly turning me into this 
Why does it have to be like this? 

I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG, 
IT'S LIKE I'M TO FAR GONE 
IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY 
FEAR IS IN MY HEART - JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS 
AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY [x2]

I lost again, today... 

I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG, 
IT'S LIKE I'M TO FAR GONE 
IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY 
FEAR IS IN MY HEART - JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS 
AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY 
LIVING WITH A CURSE, SOMETIMES IT'S EVEN WORSE 
IT SLOWLY KILLS ME EVERYDAY 
SOMETHING I DESPISE IS GONNA TAKE MY LIFE 
I GUESS I'LL TRY AGAIN TODAY

Why - is everything so grey - is everything so strange
Is everything so thrown together by mistake?
Why - is everything contrite- is everything a plight
Is everything so insincere and out of sight?

WHY - DOES EVERYTHING SEEM WRONG
DOES EVERYTHING LOOK DEAWN
DOES EVERYTHING SEEM BLASTED LIKE IT DOESN'Y BELONG?

I wanna make it a way - I wanna make it a waste
I wanna make it a gross misadventure
I WANNA MAKE YOU ALL!
I WANNA MAKE YOU ALL!
I WANNA MAKE YOU... lie to me... lie to me...

When - did everything go bad - did everything fall flat
Did everything decay and lose itself so fast?
When - did everything succumb - did everything go numb
Did everything lobotomize what it's become?

WHEN - DOES EVERYTHING COME BACK
DOES EVERYTHING RELAPSE
DOES EVERYTHING SAVE FACE AND FIND ITSELF AT LAST?

I wanna show you the way - I wanna show you the waste
I wanna show you the worst misadventure
I WANNA SHOW YOU ALL!
I WANNA SHOW YOU ALL!
I WANNA SHOOW YOU HOW TO... die for me... die for me...

I wanna give it a way - i wanna give it the waste
I wanna give it the worst misadventure
I WANNA GIVE IT ALL!
I'M GANNA GIVE IT ALL!
I'LL NEVER GIVE UP!
Lie to me... die for me...

Now - everything's a lie - everything's your lie
Everything's a face inside another lie
Now - everything's a side - everything's one side
Everything depends on just which side you're on...

This fluid feels like pain
This stoic mood is all in vain
I reach into the dark
I tear the sun and me apart
How many years ago
How many deaths I can't let go
My flesh is temporary, my God extraordinary

You.. can't.. kill.. MY... MIND
A man delivered can never make his way in darkness I know tonight will end but I won't give this life
Away again

Sifting through the seen debris
Oh my father call to me
This smoke is in my blood
This home is just no good
Save me from my bitterness
Give me up I did my best
Chalk this system full of shit
Lock this fucker lost in it

You.. can't.. kill.. MY MIND
A man delivered can never make his way in darkness I know tonight will end but I won't give this life
Away I won't give this life away

A man surrendered can never find his own forgiveness I know my life will end but I won't give tonight
Away.. I won't give tonight away!

Oh yeahh!

I don't know how else to put this
It's taken me so long to do this
I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight
My muscles feel like a melee
My body's curled in a U-shape
I put on my best but I'm still afraid

Propped up by lies and promises
Saving my place as life forgets
Maybe its time I saw the world

I'm only here for a while
But patience is not my style
And I'm so tired that I gotta go

What am I supposed to hide now?
What am I suppose to do?
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through

Tell me I should stick around for you
Tell me I could have it all
I'm still too tired to care and I gotta go

I get to go home in one week
But I leaving home in three weeks
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry

I'm following suit and directions
I crawl up inside for protection
I'm told what to do and I don't know why

I'm over existing in limbo
I'm over the myths and placebos
I don't really mind if I just fade away

I'm ready to live with my family
I'm ready to die in obscurity
'Cause I'm so tired that I gotta go

Where am I supposed to hide now?
What am I suppose to do?
You still don't think I'm going see this through

Tell me I'm a part of history
Tell me I can have it all
I'm still to tired to care and I gotta go

Oh yeah
Oh yeah yeah yeah yeah.

Still too tired to care and I gotta go
Still too tired to care and I gotta go
Still too tired to care and I gotta go

Yeah, yeah

Still to tired to care and I gotta go

Go home

Still to tired to care and I gotta go

Yeah yeah

Still to tired to care and I gotta go

Just this once, I will go to the front.
I will let you all disagree!
You won’t last, all you’ve got is the past.
An overnight shotgun that fucked up the dream
No excuses and no surprise.
The real McCoy is a look in your eyes!
I don’t rate, they can alienate this American selfish everything!

We’re the breakdown, I will break ground, on original sin!
Suddenly I’m on the right side, in the middle of nowhere again!
I am in your hands – I don’t mind – ’cause I don’t understand
I am in your hands – I want you all to tell me who I am!
Just tell me who I am!
Just tell me who I...

Just in case, it’s an arrogant fate.
’cause I know you all wanna see!
Here’s a test and you’re a dire bet.
No one feels like you and screams like me! (yeah)
All confusion and all control.
The real McCoy isn’t real anymore!
I’m amazed at the innocent taste of America’s selfish everything!

We’re the breakdown, I will break ground, on original sin!
Suddenly I’m on the wrong side, in the middle of nowhere again!
I am in your hands – I don’t mind – ’cause I don’t understand
I am in your hands – I want you all to tell me who I am!
Just tell me who I am!
Just tell me who I am!!

Somebody Tell ME!!

I am in your hands – I don’t mind – I don’t understand
I am in your hands – I don’t mind – I don’t mind!!
Oh, I am in your hands and I don’t mind ’cause I don’t understand
I am in your hands – I want you all to tell me who I am!
Just tell me who I am! (tell me who I am)
Just tell me who I am!
Just tell me who I.. am! (tell me who I am)

Tell me who I am!!

Oh save us all again from a cynic's Armageddon
When your mind didn't want to break, your rusty mouth consented
I think you're all afraid - too afraid to admit pollution
Now there's no easy way to avoid such a hard solution

Digital - did you tell the world today that we would say goodbye?
Digital - did you tell the world today that we would say goodbye?

Here we go again with a brilliant overreaction
My advice isn't gonna change - dysfunction over fashion
I think you're all ashamed - too ashamed to admit your faults
No daylight in the bunker - just darkness in the vaults

Digital - did you tell the world today that we would say goodbye?
Digital - did you tell the world today that we would say goodbye?
There's only one way out of this
But do we have the nerve to try?
Cuz there is no way out of this
If all our answers say goodbye

Goodbye - there's only one way out of this
But do we have the nerve to try?
Cuz there is no way out of this
If all our answers say goodbye

Digital - did you tell the world today that we would say goodbye?
Digital - did you tell the world today that we would say... goodbye?
Digital - did you tell the world today that we would say goodbye?
Digital - did you tell the world today that we would say goodbye?

Little supernovas in my head
Little soft pulses in my dead
Little souvenirs and secrets shared
Little off guard and unprepared

I was never good enough to find
I was never bad enough to mind
In the middle I will do my best
Take me in your arms and leave the rest

I will give you anything to

Say you want to stay, you want me to
Say you'll never die, you'll always haunt me
I want to know I belong to you
Say you'll haunt me

Together, together we'll be together, together forever

Little variations on my page
Little doors open on my cage
Little time has come and gone so far
Little by little who you are

I can see the patterns on your face
I can see the miracles I trace
Symmetry in shadows I can't hide
I JUST WANT TO BE RIGHT BY YOUR SIDE

I will give you everything to

Say you want to stay you want me too
Say you'll never die, you'll always haunt me
I want to know I belong to you
Say you'll haunt me

Say you want to stay you want me too
Say you'll never die, you'll always haunt me
I want to know I belong to you
Say you'll haunt me

Together, together we'll be together, together forever
I BELONG TO YOU

Together, together we'll be together, together forever
I BELONG TO YOU

Little supernovas in my head
Little soft pulses in my dead
Little souvenirs and secrets shared
Little off guard and unprepared

I will give you anything to
I will give you everything to

Say you want to stay you want me too
Say you'll never die, you'll always haunt me
I want to know I belong to you
Say you'll haunt me

Say you want to stay you want me too
Say you'll never die, you'll always haunt me
I want to know I belong to you
Say you'll haunt me

Together, together we'll be together, together forever
I BELONG TO YOU

Together, together we'll be together, together forever
I BELONG TO YOU

It's only common sense so please don't take offense
I gotta say what's on my mind
Cuz all this bitterness has made me second-guess
And I have waited all my life
You know it's true - it isn't me, it isn't you
I can't be your man
But here's what I don't understand

If I can't live without you
But I can't breathe when I'm with you
What are we really doing here?
I don't wanna live without you
But God only knows what I've been through
Cuz dying is all we're doing here

You leave me suffering 'til I can't feel a thing
It's all I got when I want more
If I waste one more day then they can take me away
Cuz it'll be worse than it was before
You know it's true - it isn't me, it isn't you
I can't be your man
But here's what I don't understand

If I can't live without you
But I can't breathe when I'm with you
What are we really doing here?
I don't wanna live without you
But God only knows what I've been through
Cuz dying is all we're doing here

If I can't live without you
But I can't breathe when I'm with you
What are we really doing here?
I don't wanna live without you
But God only knows what I've been through
Cuz dying is all we're doing here

Oh, if I can't live without you
But I can't breathe when I'm with you
What are we really doing... what are we really doing here?
I don't wanna live without you - I don't wanna live without you
Cuz dying is all we're doing here

Oh disaster - I know I'm long overdue
There's no answer - I know I shouldn't have listened to you
Before I let you decide, you have to know that I lied
I only do what I do

Let's be honest - I watched you walk away
You went off to find - anything else - anything less
On your own...

Oh the Karma - I know it's coming for me
Oh no harm done - except as far as the eyes can see
The only issue for me, as cavalier as it seems
Is how you handle extremes - you never bother
Before I let you destroy - the very world I enjoy
You gotta do what you do

Let's be honest - I watched you walk away
You went off to find - anything else - anything less
I guess...
I´m only honest - I'm only here to say, yeah
You've been gone so long - everything else - is already less
On your own...

I'm a Slave - I will Beg
All I want is something better - something that is safe
You can say - you will stay
But I know fucking better - you will never change

Let's be honest - I watched you walk away
You went off to find - anything else - anything less
I guess...
I´m only honest - I'm only here to say, yeah
You've been gone so long - everything else - is already less, I guess
Let's be honest - I watched you walk away
You've been gone so long - everything else - is already less
On your own...
On your own...

While my hands are tied behind my back - you save the best and put me last
I've given up on giving you my heart
I fuckin' hate it - I waited - Think about the times we faked it
And realize that we tore this place apart

But there's no... reply from you
No matter what I do, I'll never get away from you
We're unfinished!

With my fingers crossed behind my back - I let your words slip through my cracks
This person you perceived is dead and gone
I fuckin' hate it - you're jaded - We can scream for the hell we created
But this time I won't let you get me wrong

'Cause there's no... reply from you
No matter what I do, I'll never get away from you
There's just no... reply from you
No matter what I do, I'll never get away from you

Oh, you wanna hurt me before I go - you wanna break me down
But you'll never hear me - you'll never feel the way I feel
We're unfinished here!

'Cause there's no... reply from you
No matter what I do, I'll never get away from you
There's just no... reply from you
No matter what I do, I'll never get away from you

You were my fire, so I burned... til' there was nothing left of me
I... I touched your face, I held you close... til' I could barely breathe
Why give me hope, then give me up... just to be the death of me
Save the rest of me...

Cuz I see you, but I can't feel you anymore - so go away
I need you, but I can't need you anymore - you hesitate

Now... now and then, you come around, like there's something left for me
We were one... we were everything
I'm still here... but I'll just keep the rest of me

Cuz I see you, but I can't feel you anymore - so go away
I need you, but I can't need you anymore - you hesitate

We never made it... you hesitated... I don't believe

That I see you, but I can't feel you anymore - so go away
I need you, but I can't need you anymore - you hesitate
Cuz I see you, but I can't feel you anymore - so go away
I need you, but I can't need you anymore - you hesitate - hesitate

You were my fire, so I burned... now there's nothing left of me...

You stay locked in your head while you're raising the dead
All your neophytes hanging on everything you said
You can take it from me since you took it from me
Even now, the shadow I cast won't set you free

Do you feel your essence through the pain?
If you lose your conscience...

Take away the last of your woes that you're setting in stone
Well, your cover is passive-aggressive and blown
This is not about you, because it's all about you
You're out of luck... 'cause this is me not giving a fuck

Do you feel your essence through the pain?
If you lose your conscience...

Just save yourself to sacrifice
A little truth for the cause, for the blame
Will you concentrate to realize your fate
Because - we want more - we want more

Be/what you want/to be/get away/you're free
What you want/to be/get away/you're free
What you want/to be/get away/you're free

Just save yourself to sacrifice
A little truth for the cause, for the blame
Will you concentrate to realize your fate because
Oh, just save yourself to sacrifice
A little truth for the cause, for the blame
Will you concentrate to realize your fate
Because - we want more - we want more
Because - we want more - we want more

I've seen it all and I know better - 
I've felt the bitterness and pain
My soul keeps changing like the weather - 
the only constant is the rain
I've known your black and white intentions and there's no room
For shades of gray
I never asked you to conform to me...
I only begged for you to stay

I waited here tonight for you to come
But your love just disappeared
I'm waiting in the dark for miracles
But miracles don't happen here
Miracles don't happen here
Miracles don't happen here

I still have dreams that we're together
And I can still taste your skin
Reminders all around surrounded by your light - 
I don't want to die again
I don't deserve to be discovered - 
I don't deserve to know you care
I only want my promised other... not someone who isn't there

I waited here tonight for you to come
But your love just disappeared
I'm waiting in the dark for miracles
But miracles don't happen here
Miracles don't happen here
Miracles don't happen here

Oh, I waited here all night for you to come
But your love just disappeared
I'm waiting in the dark for miracles
But miracles don't happen here
I waited here all night for you to come
But your love just disappeared
I'm waiting in the dark for miracles
But miracles don't happen here
Miracles don't happen here
Miracles don't happen here
Miracles don't happen here...

Can you tell me how far I've come, and can you tell me
Where I've been?
Never stopped - I knew I should have run but now I don't
Remember where I am
All my life I've been holding back - consider this my
Last request
Everything for all my best...

Open up the sun and burn my eyes
Open up your arms and save my life
I know I'll never go home again
I need a little more but I will take what I can get
I promise you everything... everything
Just don't forget me in the end

Right in front of my face, and in between our little wars
This was something I couldn't have and that just made me
Want it more
Now I know the reason I was built like this
Now I know why I am here... I am here for you

Open up the sun and burn my eyes
Open up your arms and save my life
I know I'll never go home again
I need a little more but I will take what I can get
I promise you everything... everything
Just don't forget me in the end

Open up the sun and burn my eyes
Open up your arms and save my life
I know I'll never go home again
I need a little more but I will take what I can get
I promise you everything... everything
Just don't forget me in the end
Open up the sun and burn my eyes
Open up the sun and burn my eyes
Open up your arms and save my life

Black line run against the center of another dying sun
A situation where the Lie's behind the Truth
Come together and deny the fucking proof

I'm ready to Surrender - Surrender - Remember - Forever is
Over now

If I can't stop you, I'll never get to start again
If I don't watch you, I'll never see the bitter end

Nail my soul to the middle of a cross that fills this hole
I never understood the Written Word
Don't forget that I'm not aware of what you heard

I'm ready to Surrender - Surrender - Remember - Forever is
Over now

If I can't stop you, I'll never get to start again
If I don't watch you, I'll never see the bitter end

Hold it high... show the sky your destiny
Close your eyes... and burn away your hate
Hold it high... we can feel our prayers as we
Close our eyes... we can take the world away

Forever is over now
Forever is over now
Forever is over now

If I can't stop you, I'll never get to start again
If I don't watch you, I'll never see the bitter end

Hold it high... show the sky your destiny
Close your eyes... and burn away your hate
Hold it high... we can feel our prayers as we
Close our eyes... we can take the world away

Some things are better off forgotten
We bury them in places that we really only visit by ourselves
Oh you were a version like no other
Oh they never tell you what to do when all you see is gone
What's the sense in anything when what they say is wrong?

Oh what do you want to hear?
Do you know how many times
I tore myself apart cuz you're not here?
Oh why do you want to know?
Does it make you feel alive?
I had to die to finally let you go

Stop me... I find myself believing
A story gets rewritten so a blasphemy's permitted once again
Oh and you were so perfectly imperfect
Oh they never tell you what to do when all you have are lies
What's the sense in anything? It's just one more goodbye

Oh what do you want to hear?
Do you know how many times
I tore myself apart cuz you're not here?
Oh why do you want to know?
Does it make you feel alive?
I had to die to finally let you go

Oh what do you want to hear?
Do you know how many times
I tore myself apart cuz you're not here?
Oh why do you want to know?
Does it make you feel alive?
I had to die to finally let you go

Hold your breath and say goodbye - you never say a word
When you feel like your heart's gone wrong
When you feel like you've stayed too long... it's over
Letting go has let you down - just let me show you why
Every life is a chance to try
We can live like we both can't die

Oh in all this time
I never wanted to destroy a dream come true
And in all this time
I never wanted to destroy someone like you
I want you to stay
So give me a sign - give me your hand - I'll take you home

In the dark, we're all the same - we only seem alone
There's a place where we all must hide
There's a place that we lock from the inside... when it's over
Everything we ever were and everything we are
We will heal as the days roll by
Cuz in the end... it's you and I

Oh in all this time
I never wanted to destroy a dream come true
And in all this time
I never wanted to destroy someone like you
I want you to stay
So give me a sign - give me your hand - I'll take you home

We are sewn inside the fabric that is holding us together
We can only pray that something so tragic will save us all
Will save us all - We are on our own again
We are on our own again

Oh in all this time
I never wanted to destroy a dream come true
And in all this time
I never wanted to destroy someone like you
And in all this time
I never wanted to destroy 
A dream come true
And in all this time
I never wanted to destroy 
Someone like you

I want you to stay
So give me a sign - 
Give me your hand - 
I'll take you home

We are on our own again

No one's laughing now, no one's laughing now
I'm sullen and sated and you can't put a price on me
I won't share this disarray, I won't pull these hands away
I need to be chosen and my God don't pray for me

So scatter all my ashes when I'm dead
And shatter every legend in my head
If only the committed will survive
Is anybody here still left alive?

This is mine

Come no further, you go too far
I'm running 'round in circles once again
If you can't forgive me, I won't take it very hard
But I won't make it easy in the end

So scatter all my ashes when I'm dead
And shatter every legend in my head
If only the contented will survive
Is anybody here still left alive?

This is mine
This is mine
Yeah

So scatter all my ashes when I'm dead
And shatter every legend in my head
If only the committed will survive
Is anybody here still left alive?

This is mine
Mine
Mine
Mine

The bloody angle, the symmetry 
Your cheap adhesive isn't holding me 
My mouth is a gun I can shoot, I can show you the truth 
And I don't need a reason to lie to you 

No pun intended, no punishment 
If I offended you, you needed it
Ideas are the bombs in your mind, a fissure in time 
If you don't have a weapon you can't have mine 

I can bleed if I want to bleed 
I can fail if I feel the need
This face is my last confession 
This life, it feels like a prison 

Oh, I'm not afraid 
I'm giving into grievances again 
You're looking at an absolute zero 
I'm not the devil but I won't be your hero 

The catatonic, the sacrilege 
Your primadonnas are a privilege 
My God has a need to react, it's as simple as that 
It's better just to settle than face the facts 

I can bleed if I want to bleed 
I can fail if I feel the need
This face is my last confession 
This life, it feels like a prison 

Oh, I'm not afraid 
I'm giving into grievances again 
You're looking at an absolute zero 
I'm not the devil but I won't be your hero 

One thing that I can't stand 
Is when the minutes fight the second hand 
I'll waste a lifetime's worth 
Just to cling to one more day 

No fucking quarter, no premiums 
The world is stuck in delirium 
Man is a four-letter word, it's really absurd 
The hate isn't fake, it's just inferred 

Oh, I'm not afraid 
I'm giving into grievances again 
I'm down to absolute zero 
Another zealot with the weight of the fucking world 

Oh, I'm not afraid 
And I will let you down as I hold you in 
You're looking at an absolute zero 
I'm not the devil but I won't be your hero

You deleted your evidence. 
You depleted yourself.
Face down wasn’t good enough. 
You had to give me your hell.

Not much more inside of me left to lose.
No one hates me quite like you. 
Let me show you the proof.

I don’t mind my own self-loathing, 
and I don’t need help from you.
I know I’m lonely, 
but what am I supposed to do?

You believe that you’re innocent. 
You’re relieving your guilt.
The Jury seems to be deadlocked. 
Look at the drama you built.

Seems like everyone’s guaranteed damaged truth.
What makes someone hate like you? 
And is there something to prove?

But I don’t mind my own self-loathing, 
and I don’t need help from you.
I know I’m lonely, 
but what am I supposed to do?

Oh, I don’t mind my own self-loathing, 
and I don’t need help from you.
(I don’t mind my own…)
I know I’m lonely, but what am I supposed to do
(I don’t want to know…)
With all my coldest memories of you?
(I won’t give my all…)
I know I’m angry… and I don’t know need help from you
(I don’t want to know…)

I think I'm happy
Mostly happy
On a green autumn day

I'm walking lazy
Barely moving
Settle out and fade away

Seems a life is something more
Than a journey with no end
I just wanna lose it all
And find myself again

I'm on my own
I'm on my own

I don't need a conscience
To tell me how I feel
I don't need these weary eyes
To focus on what to conceal

I don't need anybody
To tell me who I am
Blame it on a broken heart
I'm falling apart again

I'm alive in here
So alive in here
Pulling down a little peace

I'm open wide in here
Smoulderize in here
Saving grace and killing me

You say this only makes me incomplete
I'm cancelled out and rendered obsolete
Tell the mad chameleon he's not welcome anymore
I know what I'm looking for

Somewhere close
Somewhere safe
Somewhere I know
I know I'll never live in chains
The one is now aware
So stay away from me
I'm just too young to care

I can see in here
And I can feel in here
Comatose with common sense

I take my time in here
Somebody get me out of here
What am I so against

I just wanna watch the whole world burn
Lost a million times and I won't learn
Show me someone innocent
I'll show you there's no proof
I may be gone but I'm no fool

I'm not close
I'm not safe
I don't know
Don't know
Am I better off in chains
The one is not aware
So stay away from me
I'm just too young to care

I need
Somewhere close
Somewhere safe
Somewhere I know
I know I'll never live in chains
The one is now aware
So stay away from me
I'm just too young to care

Too young to care

(This record is an unseen enemy of the human mind)
(You are going to relax)
(Use it regularly, Bring your mind to follow the suggestions to an unpleasant degree)
(You are going to relax)
(The mind needs nervous tension. And now we shall begin)
(Listen only to my voice)
(One word of caution)
(RU486)

The pity turns complacent
The fear gives it a rush
Nobody needs a hopeless romantic
Who never sleeps, and dreams too much
The fear is unrepentant
That means there's nowhere to hide
So draw a breath, and kill my Judas
You'll never know until you come inside!

You are defeatist
Forsaken
A jewel in the crown of the sun
Never repeated, or taken
I wouldn't change a fucking thing that you've done

(Going Down Alive)
(Going Down Alive)
Assume your nemesis!
(Going Down Alive)
(Going Down Alive)
Are you 486?

Another weak contender
Another pound of the nails
The future lies in perfect condition
You can do it if you're built to fail!
I only know solutions
I've never thought of the end
Someone else is closing the casket
Another hungry mouth to defend!

You are defeated
Forbidden
A name at the top of the list
Never related, or stricken
I wouldn't change a fucking thing about this

(Going Down Alive)
(Going Down Alive)
Assume your nemesis!
(Going Down Alive)
(Going Down Alive)
Are you 486?

(YOU!)
Projector
(WON'T!)
Suspector
(FEEL!)
The victor, it's only who is left to say
(YOU!)
Contractor
(DON'T!)
Detractor
(SEE!)
The answer! It's screaming what you'll never say!

We are demeaning!
Forever!
A world that will never exist
Always repeating, or severed!
We wouldn't change a fucking thing about this!

(Going Down Alive)
(Going Down Alive)
Assume your nemesis!
(Going Down Alive)
(Going Down Alive)
Are you 486?

(Going Down Alive)
(Going Down Alive)
Assume your nemesis!
(Going Down Alive)
(Going Down Alive)
Are you 486?!

Hope I'm not hopeless
Gathering focus
I have no pity for a prison that died

Don't even say it
Consider the source again
Your indecision let me make up my mind

The normally vacant
Will make you contagious
What does it matter when the human is gone

Before you bother
I knew I'd mastered this
So take your time
'Cause I know what went wrong

There's only room in here for one
And I've decided it's not you
I had to do what must be done
You would have done it too

Suddenly I'm feeling strange
I know you want it
Tell me you will never change
I know you wanted to

Nobody's out there
You're getting us nowhere
I just remember why I put you through hell

You might be different
But I didn't ask for this
You know you're crazy when you're talking to yourself

There's only room in here for one
And I've decided it's not you
I had to do what must be done
You would have done it too

Suddenly I'm feeling strange
I know you want it
Tell me you will never change
I know you wanted to
I know you wanted to
I know you wanted to
I know you wanted to

Why delay or complicate
The gravity of my persuasion
Look into that part of you
I am you without hesitation

There's only room in here for one
And I've decided it's not you
I had to do what must be done
You would have done it too

Suddenly I'm feeling strange
I know you want it
Tell me you will never change
I know you wanted to
I know you wanted to
I know you wanted to
I know you wanted to

I'd cross the sea to you
I've left myself deserted here again
I'd cross the sea to you
My pieces are too broken now to mend

In the middle
Under a cold black sky
The sun will only burn for you and I
In the moment..
Before I lose my mind
These hours don't mean anything this time..

Give me a sign
Show me the line
Maybe tonight
I'll tell you everything

Give me a sign
Show me the line
Maybe tonight
I'll tell you everything

I'd cross the world for you
My reasons have no reason to remain
I'd cross the world for you
I don't know what I'm doing wrong but I can’t stay the same

In the middle
Under a clear blue sky
The sun can only burn for you and I
In the moment
Before I lose my mind
These hours don't mean anything this time..

Give me a sign
Show me the line
Maybe tonight
I'll tell you everything

Give me a sign
Show me the line
Maybe tonight
I'll tell you everything

Give me a sign
Show me the line
Maybe tonight
I'll tell you everything

Give me a sign
Show me the line
Maybe tonight
I'll tell you everything

Everything
Oh...

All those times before
When I was just another face
Among the others
Keeping secrets to save myself
I could blend into the background
And savor the unknown
I could practice preservation
And hide behind this shell

But my god's are released
On a world that is falling down
My call is a beast that will not
Let me give up now
I know I'm all or nothing

Giving my elation
A little something to relax
All the others indecisions
Will make me go mad
There's no time to hear the arguments
Or simply close my eyes
I believe this confrontation
Deserves my full attention

When my god's are released on a world
That is falling down
My call is a beast that will not
Let me give up now
I know I'm all or nothing
I'm all or nothing

I can see why nothing has happened
Promises strain
I'm writing this down as I run
Take all the examples
And what have I learned?
Nothing can heal you
And everything burns

My god's are released on a world
That is falling down
My call is a beast that will not
Let me give up now
I'm all or nothing
I'm all or nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing

My body's broken, no words spoken
Am I finally at the end?
This conflagration is my contagion
Holds me down
Yet again

Maybe life is nothing more
Than a curse inside the blessed
I will fight this bloody war with every strangled breath

I'm on my own
I'm on my own

I don't need a conscience
I don't need to feel
I don't need these weary eyes
Tell me what I know is real

I don't need anybody to tell me who I am
Blame it on the broken heart
I'm falling apart again

Where's my crucifix?
Where are my cigarettes?
This hypodermic melancholy
Is not enough
Scratch this credit fraud
This hate is all I've got
Just feed me whiskey and you'll feel me
The time has come
Imagine all the people
Belittled and abused
You want a revolution
I want the fucking truth

No voodoo ordeal
Can stop me now
I'll tear this place apart
Til you give me what I want
The last of the real
Can't stop me now
I'll tear this place apart
Til you give me what I want

Hundred dollar bills
And quiet little kills
Think you can hold me?
It'll take an army
I'm everywhere
You press into the flesh
Clichés are beat to death
Is this the best you can come up with?
Feels like despair
I made the news today
Front page above the fold
You tell me God is dead
I'll show you Hell has come

No voodoo ordeal
Can stop me now
I'll tear this place apart
Til you give me what I want
The last of the real
Can't stop me now
I'll tear this place apart
Til you give me what I want
Til you give me what I want
Til you give me what I want

Bow your fucking head
Desecrate your dead
Can't you see you're laying all the lies, get it
Close your eyes for all your fucking sin
Your talk is doubt
Remember how you wanted to be born again?
Well you were forced with this

No voodoo ordeal
Can stop me now
I'll tear this place apart
Til you give me what I want
The last of the real
Can't stop me now
I'll tear this place apart
Til you give me what I want
Until you give me what I want
You can't stop me now
You can't stop me now